can't get it right!

i might have to be honest here, not matter how hard, how long, how great i have tried, i just can't get it right. i have a fear that i might not to it right yet if i don't am gone.

for just one time, lord, let me do it perfectly, most times it seems as if it is too close to never let go yet i know it does not belong to me. just can't get it right! am sorry