SATISFACTION

life does not offer us all we need and desire to enjoy life and make ourselves emotionally, physically happy. i have come to learn that although it doesn't offer it all, it does not hinder me from enjoying that which it has offered before me. the choice is left in my hands whether to rejoice and appreciate it or to grumble hence missing the joy it what i have.
i have for a long time not done this but have instead desired for that beyond my limits and reach. the world will never be fair to me i have come to learn, nor will life be depending on who defines your life, some its the world, others its life in general, while a few like me believe its God.
questions of why and doubts will always arise, the question is, when they do who will i seek for the answer?
i have asked why i don't have this and that yet others do, why others can do things better than i actually do, I've out that i have missed asking one question, why do i have this yet others don't or why i can do this better than others,  i have come to appreciate who i am after asking God those questions,
why do we look more in the missing? this is because we fail to appreciate that which is in our hands, we fail to find satisfaction in what the lord has offered to us, that's when our hearts look for the missing and absent. nothing satisfies brothers and sisters, mothers and fathers.
God does, he satisfies our souls, he fills the missing and empty gaps in our lives which can't be filled with anyone or something. lets live for that which matters in life and find satisfaction in only that the lord has brought on our table. not that am faultless am also guilty but i consider checking my heart first. i know mine get to know yours.

kiggundu Wilson billis someday.